Last night I laid on my bed and thought of the meaning of life, and how I've changed in the past year. I guess I didn't go far with my thoughts 'cos I was practically stuck right from the beginning of the topic 'how I've changed'. "Since when did I do such things?" - It was something which kept me awake for a good 45mins or so.


Thursday night kept repeating in my head. Yeahhh uh. What to do, couldn't help myself.


Imma go back to thinking and then I'm definitely gonna fall asleep while doing so. :(


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3:24pm


So me being El Cheapo, I bought a dress from Punggol Plaza for $10. YES, PUNGGOL PLAZA. Haha my brother kept condemning me just 'cos it's from there. But to me if it fits, hey it's mine!!






I'm on my way out to visit Tasha's grandpa at TTSH!

Uhm what do I say?


Oops I did it again?


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12:32pm


Aaaaaoow last night was MAD FUN. Hahahah that song came on again and the same shit happened Same. Shit. But it was fucking good while it lasted :D


'so very sexy' 'so hot' 'very cute'

I just spent the past hour painting my nails heh heh.


Love love love colour clashes!

Tiffany stayed over last night hahahah which meanssss webcam fun! It was stupid and crazy haha doing the stupidest stuff alllllllllll. And ah lian poses haha love it!


( 50+ weird poses, ah lian poses, stupid things we do late at night... )

And my shoulders are so dark, so sunburnt, so shiny, so sexy. Hahaha :D



Seeya!

Tell me, how to not get scared of the sun?


I went fishing on Saturday morning 9am-2pm and I was freaking BURNT by 11am. And by burnt, I mean having blisters on my arms. Yessss, blisters. By the way, fishing was way fun. Haha everyone else caught big stuff like forearm length and my 2 catches were uhhh as long as half my palm. Super pathetic but fun!


Sighhh my shoulders hurt my chest hurtttttttttt so bad 'cos of the sunburn. No amount of moisturiser is helping! The skin on my forearm is so damn dry, it freaks me out. No matter how I put moisturiser, the skin is back to feeling dry immediately. FML.


Anyway I think I'm a good candidate for skin cancer testing. Yeahhhhhhhhhhh. :(

2 toned legs, 2 toned arms, 2 toned face...


Yeah fishing in the day time isn't such a good idea.


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3:20pm


Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here

A million and one thoughts in my head, don't know where to begin.


But now... I can't stop thinking of...........


October 14. Really don't know how I ended up behaving the way I did and I feel like I've been charmed?! Like. I don't know how to say it, but I just can't forget it. Maybe 'cos I was having fun, or maybe I went overboard and shocked myself. =\


It's been a month and I'm still thinking about it. Slutty moment? Definitely.


Fuck.

I AM SHAGGED BEYOND BELIEF. Omg. 2 nights of drinking.


First night, we were almost sent back to the station. 7 of us, 7 police officers. Hahaha damn funny.


Last night was Zirca again for me. Nothing happened last night aha but I was pretty damn fucking tired at the end of the night!! I got home and fell asleep before I knew it.


Feel like sleeping now but I just had my dinner. See, I'm ready for an early night. I've already had my dinner at this time ha!


Byeeeeeeee. So sleepy.

Hey Wei Ji Mong Kok,






Don't make me hate your guts. I'm halfway there.


Spoiler.

Listening to Britney Spears' Sometimes on repeat and it's pretty damn good.


It's so old but now to me it reminds me of the past reminds me of the past few months and what a big hugeass mess my life has been. Yeah story of my life.


Think Im getting really good at bumming around. Nowadays I can't sleep in the afternoon. Well 'cos I WAKE UP in the afternoon. I'm so fantastic oh oh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fml.


Back to bumming!

Charlotte in worm-mode rolling in bed, over and out!

What are you trying to prove/show when you're awfully nice to me?


Anyway, picture dump!! Haven't gotten sick of the webcam yet lol and some pics with Tyler boy! He's such a darling, a grumpy old man... A total sweetheart.



( In hurrrrr )


I need me a haircut! Haha. ANYWAY, how do I look with a kid?!?!?!

My laptop is a freakin' fingerprint magnet. What am I to do!! :(


Anyway, what do I do from here? Where do I go?

"Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always"
-Blink 182


Omg it's been the most boring week EVER!! :(


Need to get out soon!

A taxi driver once asked me...


'Do you do boxing?' Nope
'Muay thai?' Nope
'Dragon boat?' Nope
Then I asked him why.


He said it's 'cos I look... Aggressive.


Really!?!? I thought it's my shoulders and now it's my face. My quarrel with my father earlier that dasy didn't help my facial expression(s).


But I'm thinking of muay thai now haha I think it's fun to just.. Punch and kick people on command. :D


I'm waiting for my aunt and uncle to come right now and they're taking so long and my parents woke me up an hour ago, freaking out and saying 'They're coming soon they're coming soon'. Balls. They're not here even after I've had my lunch!


So I shall just... Hang.


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1:47pm


 


Happy trooper is me

HAHAHAHAH playing with my new laptop now it is fucccking awesome and I don't have to beg people to play Farmville for me anymore bahaha on top of that my father bought a pack of cigs for me.


Finally get to smoke some menthol haha fucking reds killing me slightly faster day by day. Needa bathe right now but hey I can't seem to leave my seat at all lol!! It looks so awesome and smells so new lol love it!


:D

"Weights change the shape of your body. If you concentrate only on cardio, you'll look nothing but a smaller version of yourself now."


Ok Lotte now you know the facts, do something.

D'you wanna know the real meaning of violated?
Then you should have been me last night, in a way.


I went with Tiong and his 4 friends to Zircaaaaa + Rebel omg fun times! We had Chivas coke, OJ whiskey... Then halfway through we were offered Martell neat, and something I reckon is Ribena vodka. It was daaamn fucking good, except Tiong and I were the last 2 standing and we were the ones who had most free drinks. Haha!


Tiong was having a good time and he was telling me how many girls he danced with and all but nothing beats mine la ok. I had 3 guys dancing with me all of a sudden and I panicked 'cos really... Tiong was with 1 guy friend and 3 'tomboys' (but they're in fact butches hahahaha). Thank god for Tiong omg and the guy should really count his lucky stars 'cos if Tiong was my brother they'd get hammered already.


Seriously, everywhere we went after that we saw that group of 3 guys. All of a sudden my phone number became 1 digit less at the end of it haha. I'm sorry to say but they were literally all over me and really what the fuck was I to do??!?!!!


I could go on and talk about them for the rest of the day but I still wanna sleep... So yeah sleep>3guys.


Bye!

Last night's soccer was beyond boring so I went home at like 230am haha it was shit! England losing to Ukraine?! Bullshit and I was falling sleep at Macs! So I got home and slept and slept till 12 then fucking Tiong called me to wake me up. TWICE.


First time he said 'Punggol got earthquake. Faster wake up!' 2nd time he just kept whining and begging me to get up. Piece of shit guy.


Going to Anchorvale to just cool off in the pool soon haha not to swim but just to lepak 'cos it's so. damn. hot these days and we're really doing this weekly haha. Last week he took off his pants in the pool and the lifeguard came over and asked wtf was he doing hahahahahah!!


I'll be back. I'm off to smoke then Ima leave